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| WINTER BREAK HAS OFFICIALLY STARTED :) Fall quarter most definitely has its momerable moments. Moving on, I'm so glad to be back home! Although I'm back for only 3 weeks, I'll try to make the best out of it [[: My flight was scheduled to leave by 9PM, however, it was delayed :[ so Helen, Josh, & I had to wait until 10:35PM to fly. I didn't get home until 1AM. The very next day on December 12th, I went to go get my eyebrows waxed. hahah, they were getting very bushy. Later that night, I had dinner with my Mommy's side of the family :) I missed having family dinners; the foood was so yummy! On Sunday, I went yumcha early in the morning with my Uncle and Auntie at Koi Palace in Daly City. Then I went to the Asian Art Musuem with Raymond, my brother, for his AP World homework. I'm such a great sister huh? hahha, jkjk(: After staying at the musuem for hours, my parents took me shopping! I got the ankle boots from DSW that i wanted[: Then I went to Eva's birthday dinner/party. Man do i miss those big family events! haha, i got caked :[ cus i was trying to help Eva. hahaha, that night was soo fun! Then on Monday, I went back to school with Clifford. I got to visit Mr. Chan before I went to visit Mr. Lee. Karin, Yammi, Shirley & I + Joe had to talk about our college experiences to the fellow AP Bio kids. Then after that, I hung out with Helen + Simon @ Helen's house. We played Rock Band....man do i suck! hahaha I woke up around noon today. I reheated some noodles that my Mommy made and had it for brunch. Soon enough, I went back to school with Joye to visit Mr. Lee. However, as we were signing in, we bumped into Ms. Quindlen. We talked for a bit and we hung out in her room. Then we went to visit Mr. Kim & we saw Kelly![: After the bell rang, we went to go visit Mr. Lee. He was still teaching his AP Bio class. I met Carolina, an '07 graduate, who also attends UCSD now :) She was there to visit Burton too. Then Helen, Simon, & Karin came(: Karin made brownies! haha. So we talked & talked. Karin, Carolina, & I decided to go visit Mr. Michaelis...& that's when we bumped into Mr. Kim again! haha. Mr. Michaelis was having his AP Chem Review Session...so we only talked for a bit. Then we went back to Mr. Lee's and Mr. Kim was there! We were talking about our college experiences...all the interesting things that happened :] haha. It was a very fun and funny talk! haha. Later on, Calvin, Dominic, & David came to visit as well. So it was like a little get together :) It was great seeing everyone again! Later tonight, I went to a family dinner over @ my Oldest Uncle's house. I love Eva :) She's going on vacation so i won't get to see her until spring break :[ hahaha, so we were just talking & catching up. i love bonding time (: I'm going to miss that crazy bitch! | | |
| Day 0---Wells, you can't really consider this as Day 1 because technically i did have class. Benny crashed over at our place last night...he came around like 3 in the morning! i was already sleeeping, but they woke me up. haha, i woke up around 8;10am today to shower and everything. Around 9;10am, Jill, Vanessa, Helen & I went to go get breakfast @ OVT...came back to eat it. We watched a little of The Tales Of Despereaux haha, then we went to go nap cus it was wayy tooo early in the morning. i took a 30 minute nap...then i left to go to Math Lecture. He wasn't there; not surprised at all. haha, came back....went to Cafe V for lunch w/Jill Vanessa Benny Helen & Nancy. All the dining halls closed at 1:30 pm today :[ Fast forward...i went over to Ivan's suite to help him & Kearny with a puzzle! hahaha, it was pretty fun. After that, i went with Yammi & Nancy to Chem lecture....We went out with Jessica for dinner ! [: we went out for japanese foood + dessert. We had a pretty good dinner tonight hahahahaha....but what's there for dinner tm night?! or the night after that?! hahah, something to ponder about... | | |
| Ohkays, so let's rewind. Remember how having a guy best friend doesn't work out? Wells, it really doesn't. Bottom line is, i've learned my lesson. I've handled things differently this time, but it's the same result. I'm basically going through what i've been through already. Why me? It seems to follow me everywhere. Dude, it's college, not high school, why am i still dealing with the same situations? I don't get it. You said everything was gonna be fine...do you really think it is? Honestly, no. Don't get me wrong; i know you need your space. Maybe that's what i did wrong in the past, i never gave him that space he needed. & all my efforts of saving the friendship just led it closer & closer to the end. i thought you were different from him. i thought you weren't gonna put me through that same situation...if you need your space, i'll give you all the space + time you need. & when you're ready, i guess we can be friends again...if you want to be that is. i'm always gonna be here as a friend who you can turn to. you sed you didnt want to hurt me....but if it makes you feel any better, just yell at me, just let your anger out on me, just hurt me; it's ohkay, i can deal with it. At least, i think i deserve to get hurt. this is like a repeat.
stop it, pause it, erase it. | | |
| Heya(: Wanna know something? I'm going through another problem. Complicated or not, I think I'm just thinking too much. I'm on that border line. I'm on that cliff. One more step and i will fall in. Do i wanna fall in? I have no idea. A part of me has already adjusted to his presence; his absence can be unbearable. I'm lost, confused, in need of help figuring out my feelings. I'm happy with him. I have fun when I'm with him. I like talking to him. I enjoy spending my time with him. There's so many likes than dislikes, but what's pulling me back from putting myself out there? Is it because of what happened before? Why would i let something like that affect me? Maybe time will guide me...guide me to my feelings. Have I fallen already without me even knowing?
It's very easy. Just stop talking to me.
Just show me that you don't care. Just block me out.
& I'll definitely fall for you. | | |
| Dear Xanga, It's beeen a while since i updated...wells, college life has its good & bad. Social life is good, but acamedics is bad. Wells, it's not soo bad but it's just no fun. I love my rooomie + suitemates(: I thought that I would be home sick for a while, but I wasn't even home sick at all. Ohkays...maybe for like a day or two. I'm attending UCSD...& i've been here for like over a month now & i'm learning to love it! hahah, we had our first midterms already...& it's almost time to enroll for winter quarter classes. Man, time sure flies when you're having fun[: I love saturday + friday nights, cus it's the time to chill & party! Sundays aren't as great because it's basically homework day :[ haha...i'm actually enjoying college life, it's fun + exciting! Today was Halloween, orrr like 4 hours ago it was halloweeen. I woke up around 11;33am, showered, did some homework, did laundry, had a late lunch, & then went to UTC, this shopping center, to check out costumes. So....Helen, Keno, Josh, Lydia & I took the bus there! ahaha, we saw Yammmi + her roomie Karen. So we went into this halloweeen store & Lydia got a pair of devil horns. Then we went to McDonalds cus Keno + Lydia were hungry. hahah, then after that, we bussed back to campus. I took a nap ! hahah, cus i was sooo tired....then Nancy, my beautiful suitemate, did our make up! haha, thank you(: Then around like 8;10pm Keno, Lydia & Josh came overrr...& by 9;00pm....we all left for a clubbing event! haha, Vanessa, my wonderful suitemate, came with us too(: haha, we went to this UTA clubbing thing...HAHA, it was soo awkward in the beginnning cus no one was dancing...then as time went by....we met Kimmy & Edward! haha, theyre soo coool. We did something really crazy...then we were like crazy on the dance floor ! hahahahah, it was prettty fun (: hahaha HAHAHAHA Anyways, halloweeen night was pretty awesome(:     
     
Sincerely,
Diana(: | | |
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